Was it really date ?

You WERE d, and you need to know in your heart that it was NOT your fault so you can heal. It's hard, I know. My first time was . I have trouble with it to this day, 20 years later. When you said "stop" that meant STOP and he didn't. Whether you fought back or not is irrelevant to what happened. A lot of victims don't fight back out of fear, being drugged..whatever. You did not give your consent. Take care of you. Please don't hurt as long as I have. :(